Why is there a stigma about writing horror?

Fifteen years ago when I published my first short story, The Woman and the Stiff, in an online magazine called Blood Moon Rising, I remember the reaction of one of my colleagues. She said, “Oh, I didn’t know you write horror? Remind me not to get on your wrong side!” It was a joke with a jag, of course, and we both laughed awkwardly. Was she implying that I had skeletons in my closet – maybe literally? The story itself is one of dark humour about a man who gets murdered by hoodlum teens and reappears as a zombie to warn of the dangers of road rage. If you’re interested, it has since been republished in my collection of strange and macabre short stories, Diabolical Dreamscapes.

Just because I write horror doesn’t mean I’m a serial killer, or that I live in a Gothic castle full of spiders, bats and ghosts rattling chains as they walk the halls. Actually, maybe I need to get onto a property website and rectify that second point (lol). Just joking. In reality, I suppose I’m a fairly ordinary, average person.

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Why writing time is me time

Working on one of my WIPs a few days ago

We’ve all heard it: the best thing to recover from a hectic lifestyle is taking some ‘me-time’ to reset. That can be many things, for different people: a bath with aromatherapy candles; listening to music; going for a run in the park; retail therapy, etc. I’m an introvert, so having alone time is not only welcome, it’s essential. But how does writing time factor into the mix?

I find writing time relaxing. I find it therapeutic. I write to entertain myself. Long before I even decided I wanted to be an author, I used to keep a diary. I started journaling in this diary when I was seven as a record of ‘special events’ in my life, such as my aunt’s wedding, at which I was a bridesmaid. I never intended for anyone else to read that diary, and it has long since disappeared, probably into a bin.

I still enjoy writing to entertain myself, however, I now write fiction for an audience rather than a diary for myself. Authors want readers. We want people to discover our work. That doesn’t mean it isn’t fun. Ultimately I write to satisfy an itch. I write the story that I feel most excited about.

I can understand authors who say that they don’t find writing relaxing. Some treat it as more of a business with deadlines, and contracts, and word counts, and so on. Even saying all of that gives me a shudder! I treat writing as a passion that I feel lucky enough to be able to articulate into words and share with the world. It’s my introverted head-space that I look forward to when life gets fast, and crazy. A little slice of calm in a chaotic world.

Ah, writing bliss!

Motivation to finish my ghost horror novel first draft

2024 has been a slow literary year for me. After the time pressure I put myself under in 2022 and 2023 to complete my Belfast Ghosts trilogy, I made a conscious decision to take it a bit easier this year.

That being said, I’ve been chipping away at the first draft of my current ghost novel draft (WIP#7) since May 2023. Pretty slow going. I normally complete a first draft in about 6 months, and I’m only up to 50k words on this current project in 14 months.

A recent Google search gave me a much-needed dose of motivation to keep going with my latest WIP. I’m not sure how Google results work, but I’m currently sitting at number one for a “horror authors Northern Ireland” search. It was a reminder of where I’m at with my published books, and the path I’m hoping to continue on for my future books.

As any author knows, writing can be a marathon or a sprint. I’m in my marathon phase this year, and trying not to completely stall. I’ve had moments where I’ve thought, ‘is this project worth writing?’ or ‘am I losing my enthusiasm for this manuscript idea?’. I suppose many authors can relate to that. We want to feel passionate about the books we write, and we want them to find their audience in the world.

Topping a search for “horror authors of Northern Ireland” has certainly given me some much needed direction. I can see the finish line with this particular first draft; all I have to do is focus and get it finished. Hopefully it’ll be ready for publication in 2025.

Sometimes motivation arrives in unusual, but highly welcome, ways.

Back to the day-job: a summer summary

A new school term has begun, which means the summer holiday is over for me. I can’t complain. If I worked in any other job, I’d have probably 41 days of annual leave, if I was lucky, rather than the 79 days I currently enjoy. It also saves us a bunch of money since we don’t have to pay for summer camp for our child. Nevertheless, I always have going-back-to-work blues after enjoying so much time off. Who doesn’t? Still, it’s fun to do a summer summary as a wrap-up to reflect on later. Here goes.

Summer writing progress

I think the random desktop image is trying to tell me something…

I didn’t get as much writing done this summer as I’d hoped to. I refrained from saying ‘intended to’ instead of ‘hoped’, since I actually didn’t have high expectations in the first place. It’s unrealistic to have set plans about word counts, etc, when childcare is involved. I chipped away at my WIPs when I could, which are now at the following word counts:

Ghost horror novel WIP#7 = 50,188 words

Psychological lit fic novel WIP#8 = 43,804 words

Ghost short story collection WIP#9 = 22,267 words

Summer keto/low carb diet

Paella at the Ocean restaurant in La Pineda, Spain in July
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Summer reading update

I’m currently in week seven of my holiday from work, while school is closed for summer. In theory, that should mean more time for reading, writing and anything else to be done, but the reality is always quite different. When childcare is thrown into the mix, day trips and playdates often take priority; no complaints here, as I love spending time with the little dude, but setting relaxed goals for the summer is the only realistic thing I can do. Nevertheless, here’s my reading update so far this summer:

More book shopping

One for me and one for the little literary one

I really shouldn’t buy more books when my TBR pile is as long as my arm (no exaggeration there either, I actually had to buy extendable book ends this summer for the coffee table), but I saw this book by Helen Moorhouse and couldn’t resist. The Dark Water is a ghost novel that I’ve only read a few chapters of, but so far so good. Goosebumps is a Halloween treat for the little dude.

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Lughnasadh sale. Celebrating summer with an eBook discount

The summer isn’t over yet, and the weather has been decent enough over here in Northern Ireland. The wildflowers that we planted in the garden have attracted many a bumblebee over the last few months, and our sunflowers are beginning to bloom.

But I digress! I didn’t write this post to brag about my little slice of wilderness close to home. This is a gratuitous self-promotion post. Why not?

To celebrate Lughnasadh, otherwise known as Lammas, two of my eBooks are on sale for the next few days. You can grab a copy of Pseudologia Fantastica and/or The Buddha’s Bone for only 99p. One is a story collection and the other a novel, but both are psychological fiction reads. Hope you enjoy them if you grab a copy, and please do leave a rating or review. It helps to spread the word!

Are author newsletters worth it? Why I’ve stopped mine

Three years ago, just after I made the decision to move away from traditional publishing and launch my indie author career, I did lots of research about reaching readers. One of the biggest ‘must dos’ that I came across, aside from having a website, was that an author MUST have a newsletter in order to build a readership. It was presented – in every article I came across – as a non-negotiable part of building an author brand. More important than having an author logo. More important than having an author social media presence. More important than running ads and promotional campaigns. I took the advice seriously and set up my author newsletter. After 3 years, I have decided not to bother updating my author newsletter any further. Why not? Here are the reasons that it isn’t a worthwhile venture for me:

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Thanks for these reviews for Pseudologia Fantastica, fellow authors!

Massive shout out to the following authors for leaving 4 and 5 star reviews of my book, Pseudologia Fantastica: Rosemary Mairs/ Kelly Miller/ Natalie Blank/ Todd Anthony Nunes and Kim Aaron. Thank you for supporting my writing.

Reviews and ratings help connect books with readers – or help readers decide if a book isn’t for them. So whether good or bad, please keep rating and reviewing books you read. I always do.

Speaking of which, why not check out the books pictured in the video? These authors have helped to share news of my book by reviewing it, so I hope I can help spread the word about their books in turn.

Authors supporting authors, always. What a writing community there is out there in the big, wide world!

Happy August! Lughnasadh blessings

August is here. The first of August, known as Lughnasadh to Pagans, or Lammas to Christians, is traditionally the start of the harvest growing season. This weekend there were a few events to celebrate Lughnasadh in Belfast.

Traditional dancing from various cultures

Yesterday, the Feile na Habhann, or Festival of the River took place in Belfast. This was a family friendly event of traditional music, dancing from a variety of different cultures, activities for kids and our little dude’s favourite – the touch tank from Exploris aquarium at Portaferry. The activities took place along the Lagan Walkway in Belfast between Ormeau and Lanyon Place station alongside the River Lagan.

A rare blue lobster from Exploris aquarium

On Saturday we also attended a riverboat handfasting ceremony which celebrated the launch of the Éalú rowboat. Éalú is Irish for ‘elope’ and the handfasting was very romantic. For those folks who don’t know what handfasting means, it is an ancient Celtic ceremony where a rope or ribbon is wrapped around the hands of the couple, binding their union; the couple then let go, pulling the rope/ribbon which ‘ties the knot’. A handfasting ceremony also features in one of my novels: Gods of Avalon Road sees a resurrected Celtic God handfasted to a reincarnated Briton warrior, now in the body of a twenty-first century woman called Kerry. It’s an urban fantasy novel with plenty of pagan debauchery; strictly over 18s only!

The happy couple tying the knot in a Celtic handfasting
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The pressure to be productive all the time

I don’t know about you, but I feel an incessant need to always be doing something. It’s hard for me to simply sit down, put my feet up and do nothing. Even if I manage to have a quiet moment with a cup of tea, my imagination is always full throttle. I very rarely can completely switch off. It’s probably why I value the meditation sessions at the end of my yoga classes as they give me permission to flip the on-off switch to off.

Drifting along

I’m not sure where the pressure comes from. Maybe it’s the way society is structured; working adults spend so much time in their day job that when they have time off, it’s hard to know what to do with it. It’s probably why when someone retires, instead of enjoying a new hobby, or travelling, many people end up doing temping work or taking up a new profession altogether. I’m going to stop there before I go off on a tangent about financial implications for many and why retirement isn’t often an option for everyone. Maybe that’ll be for another post – hopefully not, thanks to having a Labour Government here in the UK.

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