This Easter break, I set myself a new challenge: climbing Slieve Donard. For those of you who are reading this post from elsewhere in the world, the Mourne Mountains are the highest peaks in Northern Ireland.

Actually, I can’t take any of the credit. It was my son’s idea, and I didn’t want to let him down. We even went on a dedicated hiking boots shopping trip earlier this week. Now, that’s commitment.

My fitness level leaves a lot to be desired. Day to day, I get a lot of steps in, but I’m not a dedicated gym bunny, or anything like that. I have to admit, I spent the bulk of this week trying to prepare my kid for what I thought was the inevitable: that we would be turning back after the first bridge. Or maybe the second, if I really pushed myself.

At the third bridge, but a long way to get to the summit

So, when we made it to the ice house, beyond the third bridge, I was thrilled. Beyond the treeline? Amazed.

There were a few points along the way where I thought I might have had to call it quits. My legs turned to jelly before we even reached the Mourne Wall. At that point though, we were two thirds of the way there, so I felt the finish line was in sight.

Not exactly. Apart from a false summit, there was snow and ice in increasing frequency the higher we climbed. Again, I almost packed it in out of fear about how we would get back down as it was quite slippery.

Climbing a mountain really takes mind over matter. The last time I climbed a mountain was 20 years ago when my then-boyfriend-now-hubby, Joseph Robert and I climbed Mt Fuji together. Back then I was pretty active as I cycled, did yoga and martial arts and I felt young and fearless. These days I’m of moderate fitness for a middle-aged person, so not too shabby, but I think my biggest barrier is how I feel about my fitness level in my own mind, rather than the reality.

Mind over matter for the win. We are only as old as we feel, right? I really underestimated my fitness ability to climb the highest mountain in Northern Ireland. Tweaking my mentality while on the mountain really helped me to get to the summit of Slieve Donard during the trickiest last forty minutes or so. The Mourne Mountains were a source of inspiration in two of my books: my poem ‘Tors’ in poetry collection, A Model Archaeologist, and as a source of black tourmaline crystal for my characters to use for an occult ritual in horror novel The Blue Man – and now I’ve inspired myself to get fit after scaling this while on a family hiking trip during the Easter holidays. Hurray.

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About Leilanie Stewart

Leilanie Stewart is an award-winning author and poet from Belfast, Northern Ireland. She writes ghost and psychological horror, as well as experimental poetry. Her writing confronts the nature of self; her novels feature main characters on a dark psychological journey who have a crisis and create a new sense of identity. She began writing for publication while working as an English teacher in Japan, a career pathway that has influenced themes in her writing. Her former career as an Archaeologist has also inspired her writing and she has incorporated elements of archaeology and mythology into both her fiction and poetry. In addition to promoting her own work, Leilanie runs Bindweed Anthologies, a creative writing publication with her writer husband, Joseph Robert. Aside from publishing pursuits, Leilanie enjoys spending time with her husband and their lively literary lad, a voracious reader of sea monster books.

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  1. Well done you for your dedication to climbing that mountain. 🙂

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