Why do I write horror and psychological fiction?

The old adage is true to some extent: writers write the books that they want to read. In my case I can say that this is true, though that’s where it gets a bit more complicated for me. I read widely; everything from poetry and literary fiction to speculative fiction, horror and experimental novels. This is reflected in my writing as a multi-genre author.

Horror is my favourite genre as a reader. It has always been an endless source of fascination, ever since I started binge-reading R.L. Stine, Stephen King and Dean Koontz from my pre-teen years onwards. I particularly love when there is an element of ambiguity in a horror plot. Have you seen the film, the Babadook? Not only is it scary, but there’s room for interpretation: is it all in her head? Due to mental illness? Or is the sinister entity a real supernatural fiend.

Photo: From IMDB

Ambiguity isn’t for everyone. Some horror fans want the supernatural element to be clear cut. I don’t. I enjoy multilayer plots that make you want to revisit the story to see if you missed anything. As a writer, this is also how I choose to present my own plots, though I tend to go for a 80/20 ratio; my horror stories present as supernatural with a bit of wiggle room, so that if the reader wants to make a different informed choice about what the book is saying, they can. I’m not going to insult my readers’ intelligence: if you read one of my books, you aren’t going to be spoon-fed, so don’t expect it.

Another reason I enjoy writing horror (The Blue Man) and psychological (The Buddha’s Bone) fiction is that I find these genres work best to show my ultimate goal in storytelling: writing that confronts the nature of self. All of my main characters undergo a dark psychological journey, have a crisis of identity, and create a new sense of self by the end. Whether that’s a dark sense of self, or a light one, comes down to the individual story.

Speaking of horror, I’m currently implementing feedback from my editor and proofreader on Book 2 of my Belfast Ghosts series. I’ll be writing another update on this novel soon. It isn’t a direct sequel of The Blue Man. In fact, they’re only related by theme; both are ghost horror and both are set in Belfast, Northern Ireland. That’s where the similarities end. More on Book 2 soon!

Historical research for Belfast Ghosts series book 3

Research for the third novel in my Belfast Ghosts series. I’m up to 33,000 words or so of draft 1, but it’s involving more historical homework than I had envisaged. Not that such a task puts me off, of course. Although this is a horror novel, I want the historical aspects to ring true. I personally dislike it when I’m reading a book and important details from a different era are glossed over.

Haven’t heard of my Belfast Ghosts series? Well, here’s a rundown:

Book 1: The Blue Man (A haunted friendship across the decades)
Book 2: Coming in November 2022. Stay tuned!
Book 3: Scheduled for release in mid-2023, if all goes to plan.

It’s always nice when you find a quiet corner in a coffee shop where you can do some writing, editing or research. Sometimes the background noise helps me to focus. Or maybe it’s the caffeine.

Happy National Poetry Day 2022

To celebrate National Poetry Day this Thursday 6 October, here’s my reading from my latest poetry collection, A Model Archaeologist.

I’m really delighted with the lovely casebound hardcover of my 80 poem collection. Having a hardcover version also makes for a great memento for my bookshelf at home and as a copy for the British Library for legal deposit, where it’ll be available to peruse in the reading room, if you live in Yorkshire.

With the hardcover version of A Model Archaeologist

Can you tell in this video that I’m actually suffering from an awful strep throat infection? If you compare this video to my others, you’ll notice that I actually sound like I either chain smoke 80 a day (I’m a non smoker, btw) or you’ll hear the weariness in my sigh at the end (lol). I had considered recording the video again, but my throat felt like sandpaper and I might actually have ended up with laryngitis at the effort.

The Blue Man reviewed on Jaffa Reads Too

Thank you to Jo at Jaffa Reads Too for this fabulous 4 star review of The Blue Man!

You can follow Jo’s reviews on her website Jaffa Reads Too

Jo is also on Twitter

While I’ve got you here, I’d also like to take a moment to say thank you for buying, reading, rating and reviewing The Blue Man on Amazon & Goodreads. I’ve seen all the 3, 4 and 5 star ratings over the past couple of weeks. It means the world to me. If you’re one of the lovely folks who has supported my writing, and helped to make my book reach more readers like you, then e-hugs to you! 🥰❤️

A Model Archaeologist is available in eBook and Hardcover

Aren’t these gorgeous? Okay, some context. I’ve been so busy with all the hype around my ghost horror novel, The Blue Man, that the release of my full 80 poem collection, A Model Archaeologist, has been sidelined. But not now! Look at these lovely casebound hardcovers that came in the post last week – one for me and one for legal deposit at the British Library. I’m thrilled.

A Model Archaeologist was first released by Eyewear Publishing in 2015 as a 25 poem pamphlet (20 of those on the theme, 5 non-themed for range). I got the rights back after 5 years, so here is the full 80 poem themed collection as I had originally intended it. Hardcover £9.99 and Kindle eBook £1.99…or free on Kindle Unlimited.

Here’s the blurb:

Archaeologist by day, glamour model by night.

These 80 poems playfully explore the uncertainties of an archaeology graduate entering the workforce in an uncertain economic climate. A Model Archaeologist comprises a series of lyrical anecdotes using poetic license to turn lemons into lemonade. The collection can at times be deceptively simple, show subtle humour and have a self-deprecating edge of satire, reflecting the naiveté of youth.

A Model Archaeologist has been released to a flying start: it has reached #6 on Amazon’s Top 100 Hot New Releases for British and Irish poetry!

Belfast Ghosts series: Amazon Top 10 Best sellers chart and update on book 2

The Blue Man is Book 1 of my Belfast Ghosts series, which will comprise a trilogy of novels that can be enjoyed as standalone books, or as part of a themed collection. Book 2 is finished and with my editor and proofreader. Since we’re on the topic, let’s go through a few updates.

Best sellers Top 100 chart on Amazon

Ranked #8 on Amazon Top 100 Best Sellers for Ghost Fiction

When The Blue Man was released on 29th July, it stayed on Amazon’s Top 100 Hot New Releases chart for an entire month, reaching the Top 10 at its highest. After an article was published in Belfast Live, and with all the amazing support from local readers, my book then made it onto another Top 100 list – Amazon’s Best Sellers chart for Ghost Fiction. The Blue Man climbed to #8 at its highest and stayed within the Top 100 Best Sellers for Ghost Fiction for 7 days.

Update on Belfast Ghosts series book 2

Friar’s Bush Graveyard

The second installment of my Belfast Ghosts series will be released in November 2022. It’s a strange yuletide horror that would appeal to fans of the darker side of the holiday season. Whereas The Blue Man is set in East Belfast, Book 2 of the trilogy is set in South Belfast, this time in Stranmillis. Want a hint of what’s to come? Friar’s Bush Graveyard features in Book 2. But, that’s all the spoilers you’re getting for now. Stay tuned for more updates soon.

Horror inspiration for The Blue Man

As a horror fan, as well as horror writer, I would be remiss if I did not mention the amazing wealth of creepily awesome horror books and movies that have influenced my writing. Let me break down my writing influences for The Blue Man into three categories, first of all: real life, books and movies.

Real life

(Victoria Park in East Belfast, setting of The Blue Man)

As a small child growing up in Sydenham, East Belfast, I spent a lot of leisure time over at Victoria Park. The Connswater River flowed around the outside of Victoria Park and into Belfast Lough beside the Short Brothers factories and was overlooked by the Harland and Wolff cranes, the same shipyard where the Titanic was built in 1912. I used to climb the riverbank and look out across the mudflats, sometimes gathering crab shells or catching sticklebacks in the river. The thick, black mud and dark, oily water beyond captured my imagination: older children told tales of veering off bicycles, only to get stuck in the thick, tar-like mud, or grownups told scary tales of a boogeyman who came out after sunset to chase small children home for bed. All of these ideas became implanted in my imagination and as a storyteller I thought, what if someone died out there on those mudflats and disappeared into the deep, black mud? Would their body be found? Morbid thoughts, but they fuelled the fire of a small girl’s imagination.

Books

I am a huge fan of stories where the protagonist gradually becomes isolated by their social circle; people who they trust who then gaslight them to cover up malicious activities. I also love the impact of personal mental health on perception in stories. I’m currently reading Rosemary’s baby, and love how she starts to question who she can trust. Stories such as this are a huge influence on my writing. In my second novel, The Buddha’s Bone, my main character Kimberly has a breakdown of self as she struggles to trust the people around her and in my third novel, The Blue Man, Megan and Sabrina are doubtful of each other and the state of their own minds as they suffer psychic attacks by the sinister titular character in the book.

Movies

It goes without saying that I am a huge horror fan. I love being scared and looking behind the sofa while watching a ghost film with the lights out. One of my favourite movies is the original Candyman. I love how the main character, Veronica, goes from being a respected university researcher to viewed as the epitome of mental instability, even though she is right, and ends up becoming the very thing that she feared in the first place. There is also the element of reincarnation and of an urban legend coming true; these themes are also present in The Blue Man. I suppose it’s fair to say that this movie in particular has been a huge influence on my latest novel.

In the news! The Blue Man is in Belfast Live

Many thanks to Sophie at Belfast Live for this amazing article about my latest novel, The Blue Man and my author career to date.

The countdown to Halloween is on, so if you’d like to read a sinister horror that’s a blend of urban folklore and a supernatural revenge story, why not grab a copy from Amazon, Waterstones or other online retailers.

Although The Blue Man is no longer on Amazon’s Hot New Releases chart, since it was released in July so is no longer ‘new’, it’s now on a different list: Amazon’s Top 100 Bestseller list for Ghost Horror, currently sitting at #14!

How many copies do self-published books sell?

This is a great article I read about how many self-published books you should expect to sell, supposing that you are an Indie author. As any Indie author knows, writing a book is the easy part: getting your book in front of readers is where the hard work comes in.

I think it’s good for debut authors to manage their expectations about how many copies they will sell. From reading around on various threads on Quora or Reddit, where some Indie authors have been very honest about their sales, it seems that many books sell less than 100 copies in the first year, with some selling only 5 or 10 in the first month of publication. Apparently the average yearly sales of books in the US is less than 200 a year, with less than 1000 in a book’s lifetime. That’s not to discourage new writers of course; in my opinion, it’s worth it to have your finished book in print, a lovely feeling to sell your first copy to someone outside your social circle and great satisfaction to read the first review of your work by a fan.

But, the best advice I’ve read is that if you want to sell books, write more books. It’s true that readers will often look up an author’s back catalogue if they like one of their books; as a reader in addition to being a writer, I can vouch for this as I do it myself. Being a successful author shouldn’t be about one book, but about your writing career as a whole. As for me? It’s still less than a year since my Indie author career started, as I launched The Buddha’s Bone on 25 October 2021. With the one year publishing anniversary of my second novel approaching, and the recent launch of my third novel on 29th July 2022, I’m happy to have already joined the 100 club (counting over 100 paid sales not free downloads – I’ll talk about those in another post).

How to fit literary time in with normal life

If you’ve been reading my writing updates, you’ll know that I’m not a full-time writer. I have another day profession that pays the bills. Whilst I enjoy it very much (I work in secondary education) I would, of course, love for my books to earn enough money to keep a roof over my head and keep my family and I fed and watered.

Making time for writing in addition to having a day job and family life is not easy. For me, it requires snatching moments in the day to write when I can. I can’t wait for inspiration to strike, or even for when I’m in the mood to write: I need to have enough discipline to seize the chance to write, whenever that may be. Here are a few ways I manage to get some writing done.

At home/ time off from day job:

1. Since I do a 16:8 fast in the morning, I can squeeze in some writing time during or after breakfast. This involves praying to the computer gods that my laptop doesn’t need software updates, then typing like the wind.

2. Another option is to bring the laptop to the sofa and type while maintaining an educational and stimulating conversation with my literary little one. This involves learning how to divide my brain in half so that I can be mindful of my hubby and child in the room, while still not becoming distracted from my writing. The goal here is that I must not lose the literary thread.

3. Option three is to make a full pot of strong coffee and type into the wee small hours after the bookworm babe is in bed, whilst using matches to prop open my eyelids.

Out and about:

4. This involves remembering to bring the tablet and wireless keyboard in the backpack (light-weight and less expensive than the laptop, if damaged). I then grab a moment to write while in the park, on the beach, in a cafe, or anywhere really. Even if it’s just a line. Sometimes this means yelping when wasps come near then channeling the fear and adrenaline into character development.

At work:

5. I squeeze in what I can during breaks, or lunch time, or after work for 15 minutes when colleagues have gone home. If a colleague happens to be near and in a talkative mood, I keep typing while politely letting them know that they aren’t interrupting me and that, yes, I can do both: talk and type. Must write, write, write.

Finally:

6. On a daily basis, I repeat the mantra: Must write today, even if it’s just a line.

Before you know it, voila. A finished draft. Job done. Now, onto the next task!